Kyle William Butler

My baby boy

i cant believe its now been almost two years and it only seems like yesterday i was holding you in my arms i miss u soooo much it really hurts mummy, but im being strong for you. I know u wouldnt want mummy upset all the time so i keep the good things in mind you smile, your cuddles your laugh and it always helps me through. Just wish i could tell you all this properly baby boy. Love always for all eternity mummy xxxxxxxxxxxx

Christina Gray (Mummy)

July 30, 2011

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Michelle Bowes Izabellas Mummy

April 24, 2011

Little Angel - by Unknown Author

God sent an Angel to the Earth...
The sweetest Angel too
And for such a tiny little thing,
He had so much to do.

He knew he did not have
Much time upon this earth to stay,
So he did not waste a second;
He got started right away.

His eyes were bright and sparkly,
He took in every turn.
He did not miss a single thing,
Because Angel came to learn!

God sent him here to touch the
Hearts of those he could not reach...
He taught them courage, strength and faith,
Because Angel came to teach.

His tiny little body
Was so full of God above,
You felt it when you held him,
Because Kyle came to love.

In a few short months he managed
What many never will.
When he went home to Jesus,
His purpose was fulfilled.

He learned and taught, loved and played,
He learned his lessons well.
I know he was so proud of him
When he went home to dwell.

But when I miss him OH-SO-MUCH,
I can almost hear God say,
Please understand, his work was done...
Kyle did not come to stay.

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

September 21, 2010

One year

its one year since you were taken away and it hurts so badly kyle, i miss you with all my heart and soul, you were and are my life my soul. U mean everything to me your my number one boy and you always will be my darling so, i miss u so much it hurts so badly but i know your well where u are and you arent suffering anymore baby boy just wish i could hold you in my arms cuddle you and be with you right now i iss you sooo badly angel daddy does too he misses you sooo much baby boy and loves u dearly and with all his heart too. We miss you greatly love always mummy and daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Christina Gray (Mummy)

September 21, 2010

My darling baby boy

Kyle, mummy finally has some good news. Mummy has finally got a job baby :) now i can sort your grave out properly and get it looking special and pretty filled with things for you. I miss you so much baby boy, kyle you mean so much to me and its hurting its coming upto a year already when it only feels like yesterday you were with us. In mine and your daddys arms. I just wish i couldnt have noticed something sooner. I love you so much kyle words will never be able to explain how much i love you. I hope where you are its nice and your ok. And your safe with family. As i believe you will be. You everything to me kyle and you always will be baby boy. ALways nothing and noone can ever change that i hope you know that and i hope youll always remember that. I miss you son my darling little angel. Love now and forever Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Christina Gray (Mummy)

August 28, 2010

My sweet angel

oh kyle i miss you so much, mummy is still struggling to get through this and its now almost a year since u were took away from us. Though it only seems like yesterday. I dont know what to do with out youson i really dont. I can only hope that where u r your with family and not alone. I just wiish u were with your daddy and i. When we were together although you went through the things you did things felt ok like there was no stopping us as a family, but without you we are incomplete. We always will feel that way no matter what happens. I love you will all my heart son, and your daddy loves you too. He misses you so much. I just wish we could see you again. I love you baby boy. Now and always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Christina Gray (Mummy)

June 26, 2010

For you our darling son Kyle

If I could have a lifetime wish
a dream that would come true
I'd pray to God with all my heart
for yesterday and you.
A thousand words can't bring you back
I know because I've tried
And neither will a million tears
I know because I've cried.
You left behind my broken heart
and happy memories too
I never wanted memories...
I only wanted you

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I do not need a special day to bring you to my mind.
The days I do not think of you are very hard to find.
Each morning when I awake I know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache as I try to carry on.
My heart still aches with sadness and secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you no one will ever know.
My thoughts are always with you, your place no one can fill.
In life I loved you dearly; in death I love you still.

Christina Gray (Mummy)

February 7, 2010

Dearest Kyle

Today mummys been thinking about you all day again, my hearts aching and i cant stop crying. i miss you so much baby boy. Mummy so wishes you were here to cheer me up with that beautiful smile. You my little angel in all senses not just because you passed away. Youve always been mummys little angel. I cant believe yesterday it was four months ago you were taken away from me. I wish i could turn back the hands of time and been able to do something more for you. I miss you with all my heart kyle. Please dont ever forget that. Mummy and daddy both love you dearly. Every night we struggle to sleep cause your always on our minds and we know that if we do it will be yet another day without you. I miss your cuddles too baby boy and the sweet smell of baby around me. Wish you could be here baby. Love you so much. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Christina Gray (Mummy)

January 22, 2010

My darling son

Christmas just wasnt the same without you this year. I miss you so much. I just wish i could hold you, comfort you and keep you warm. You meant everything to me and daddy and you still do and always will. Your our special little angel and have been since the moment we found out we were having you! Yor such a special little boy and a very loved one. I miss everything about you, your smile, our little noises, the way you looked at me and your daddy, or tried calling for daddy in your own special way "ga". You were such a ladies boy, everyone fell in love wit you whether they knew you like we did or whether it was your nurses! You had such a way with people. I feel so lost with out you kyle! You were quite literally my life, everything i did was for you, you were m 24/7 job and i loved it. I know i shouldnt b happy about the fact you were ill in the first place, but it meant we could get so much closer, i could do more for you on a daily basis. You were such a good child, always. Never played up not once. You took each day in your stride not bothering about what trials or tribulations you came across. Such a strong child. But i guess you gave up fighting for your life, bt you did well 16 months of fighting, you deserve your rest. Though it hurts not to have you here. You'll never be forgotten my darling angel i wont ever let that happen i promise you that!! Missing you and loving you so much baby boy xxx Come visit me in a dream sometime when youve finished playing with all the other angels xxx with all my love now and forever mummy xxx

Christina Gray (Mummy)

January 10, 2010

My sweet little angel

MY darling son i miss you so much words can express how im feeling without you being here. I so long to be with you. Give you cuddles and kisses and hold you while we watch tv together. You were and still are my life son. I just wish were here so we could be together. I love you so much my darling xxxxxx

Christina Gray (Mummy)

December 2, 2009